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It's midnight, and I am working a quiet graveyard shift... it gives you a lot of time to ruminate. I have time to do other things as well, and I do. Needlepoint, or chainmail, or reading, or watching YouTube. Teaching myself Spanish, or how to code for this site. Throughout it all is one constant: thinking and thinking and thinking. I am so very tired of the overthinking, the pacing, the immediate boredom upon starting a task. I want to change.